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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
k, this post is dedicated to my thoughts. so if you are a guy, or you can't stand boredom, please leave. thank you. =)
it seems weird, whenever i see these things. it makes me wonder. why am i who i am? why can't i be someone else? am i here for a reason. or am i just another part of this world? just a mere being destined to be shunned under the faces of humanity? just a mere building block of the world? or am i here for a purpose? am i here to make a difference to all the suffering on this world. i should think not. if it were true, why am i not extraordinary? why don't i have special powers like other peace makers on the world? and so it seems, i am just a mere human being. as long as i live a happy life, that's all that i am supposed to achieve in life. it may seem like an easy task. haha. so it seems. currently, this is not an easy task. it is difficult to be happy lately. everytime i feel like i'm happy, something or someone will crush this little ray of hope. this little achivement. it's just unfair.
english paper tomorrow. didn't prepare but i'm not afraid. i'll take everything that's coming to me. it's just another rock in my direction, another obstacle in life. though some obstacles are meant to be in life, others are planned by man. sigh. i know. i'm just not good enough for him. i'm just cannot be enough to him. i mean, you know... when you can't match up to this certain person... that you really want to make friends with... but can't, because you think you're not good enough for him? it's sort of more complicated for my case.
life is unfair. when someone get's something that he doesn't deserve, and you deserve it more, you will be like all =/ and cry inside your heart. that's what i'm feeling 24/7. all the time.
crapped a lot. don't feel any better after writing this load of bullshit though. hope i can get this shit out. bye.
[3:41 PM]
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