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Thursday, September 6, 2007

songs have deep meanings in them. even the most innocent, the most "easy" song. they all have meanings.

I finally know what "JENNY" means. i lived it. i felt it. i know why the song was made. this song, is for the heartbroken. to ease their heartache.

funny how me and eminem have that special gift. In eminem's "like toy soldiers", he rapped about the consequences of rap war against Ja Rule. His intentions were good. He wanted to stop the war. he didn't want anyone hurt. So he said that his best friend Proof, will get shot in the head and die. 1 1/2 years ltr, proof DID get shot in the head. and died.

Same for me. though my prediction was faster. though what happened, was even MORE den i expected. it was a heartbreaker. why? this is so unfair. i hate it when i am stuck in between a fight. again, just like eminem. So, who gets the most hurt in the end? it's the innocent figure who made the only mistake of being friends wif the fighting parties. life is unfair, i know. juz live wif it, i know. it's simple to say. it's SO DAMN EASY. BUT CAN IT BE DONE? IT'S IMPOSSIBLE. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN LIMITS. I HAVE MINE TOO. WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS. TO BREAK OUR FRIENDSHIP, JUST BECAUSE I BECAME CLOSER FRIENDS TO HER SISTER. IS THAT WRONG? I HAV MY OWN CHOICE YOU KNOW. SO... WHAT AM I TO U HUH? JUST AN ITEM. A PIECE OF TREASURE THAT WILL LOSE IT'S IMPORTANCE WHEN SOMEONE ELSE HAS IT HUH? THAT'S NOT WHAT FRIENDSHIP IS ABOUT. SIGNIFICANCE WILL BE LOST. U CAN'T BE SELFISH. HOGGING OVER ONE PERSON. SO OTHERS WON'T GET A CHANCE. IF U REALLY LIKE SOMEONE, U WILL WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY. NOW U LEFT ME ALL ALONE. DOWNTRODDEN ON. U HAPPY NOW? I HOPE U ARE HAPPY. coz i like u. u are one of my BEST friends. i want u to be happy.

What did you promise me? u said u would NEVER leave me. remember? now, ha, looks like the SIGNIFICANCE of our words are shit. *poof* gone, just like that.


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